listening : 下雨天 - 南拳妈妈
didnt go out today.
in a bid of childish pride, and in an attempt to stop arguing with my mum.
and i regretted. really regretted. HOLY CRAP.
i always do that to myself. GAHHHH.
and now im going to emo till like 21th. shit.
ive been thinking about a lot of stuff recently. and i came to a lot of conclusions.
you say you care. but in actual fact, i realised that you dont.
cause if you do, actions speak louder than words. and the fact that the words dont even
come is enough to prove that alone.
maybe you're tired, so you stopped caring.
but im tired too. and if you dont want to care, dont say you do.
it makes it hurt even more.